Good memories of the presence love

This is my new friend Shimshon.
today we are doing sushi party...i love sushi....and my friend is making it.
hanukah,hanukah,i love hanukah...you know maybe it is not a biblical feast...but i like the meaning of it...Yeshua He is the light.so i am alon now..every body left for to their familys...and it is cool.
next week we will have a 50 hours worship time....THAT WILL BE COOL.
i love you all.......but espesialy my beloved Lydia...i feel that i miss her soooooooooooooooooo much.......and i would give anything just to hear her voice now.

ICH LIBEN ICH,מתוקה שלי

DADDY make my life a prayer to YOU

wow...so i am here again....so yesterday we had cool meeting at the kehila.we had a barmizva ceremony it was so nice.and then we had a massage about clean and pure heart and it is exactly what was in my spirit.and after this we had time of fast dancing it was so amazing....i left the sound to my friend and i went to dance.and then i danced with some old lady and she was so happy and full of joy.
but there was another thing that happened in the same day....well it wasn't nice....i forgot about my friend wedding...can you belive it....i was so relaxed and somebody called me and asked me were i am and elia....i was in shock....we started to dressed up and were on the way in 15 minutes...that was miracle...so and we got there a little bit late but it was ok....so this wedding was of my arab friend that got married to the girl from Bethlehem...it was a beautiful wedding.

OK...THIS IS NICE I HAVE SOME TIME TO WRITE SOMETHING......I HAD AN AMAZING WEEKEND WITH ALL MY BROTHERS IN THE LORD AT SOME FRIENDS HOUSE(BIGGGG HOUSE) WITH THE VIEW TO THE SEA OF GALELI.ON THE HOUSE WAS ON TOP OF THE MOUNTAN AROUND THE LAKE. AND WE DID NOTHING EXEPT EATING (IT IS A GUY THING).WE HAD A RETREAD TIME. AND IT WAS SO HOT THERE LIKE 25*C. ME AND MY FRIEN WENT DOWN TO THE LAKE. IT WAS GOOD TIME....IT WAS WHAT I NEEDED.
AND TODAY I DID TEST IN MY SCHOOL AND I GOT 95% IT IOS GOOD.
SO I MISS MY BELOVED AND WAITING ON THE LORD TO DO HIS JOB. AND I KNOW THAT SHE IS THINKING ABOUT ME DAILY AND I KNOW IT. WHY???? IT IS CALLED LOVE !!!! I LOVE MY BELOVED SWEET DOVE TOO לידיה מתוקה שלי
NEXT TIME I WILL POST SOME PIC WITH MY NEW FRIEND SHIMSHON AND OTHERS.

OBEDIENCE IT THE ISSUE OF OUR HEARTS it is not allays about doing....for exaple:religious people are trying to obey by doing but their heart are far away from God.
'These people honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. (Mat.15:8).
so i did a search in the bible about heart and i found more then 700 times talkes about heart...so i think God is trying to say something.
i was many times told to do something and i did obey physically,but deep in my heart i was rebellion...and it is not obedience it is passive rebellion....HELLO ???!!!!
and i tall you something my dear friend that this is the same sin like rebellion and
1Sa 15:23 Because it is like the sin of witchcraft, to rebel: and like the crime of idolatry, to refuse to obey.
i am not perfect and i have problems with it because my heart is sick and bad
Jer 17:9 The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it?
and some times i need to go to the Lord few times a day to ask forgivness
1Jo 1:9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
but i will tell you a GOOD NEWS our heavenly Dady is going to give us a new heart pure and clean.....because Yeshua said that
Mat 5:8 "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. "

This is my new friend "Samson"....wow now i have a really friend :)

well i just taking care of my friend's dog.

He is so quite....!!!

anyway i love you all.....and don't forget 10/12/05 it is my birthday......

well.....i think i will go to sleep now.....

I so love this girl....but i know that God choose for me and her a time of waiting.
well....i know that many of us are going through time of just waiting on the Lord.
and i know one thing about it.....it is like a weapon
against satan. satan will try to do every thing that will not wait on the Lord.....but it also can be our soul that wants to go before God.and the word of God says that His word (rhama) will divide the spirit and the soul.
and i am going through some time of just waiting on the Lord and hearing the rhama word of God....but my soul is trying to fool me...my emotions are going up and down....
but this is where the war of "waiting on the Lord" is takes place.
i love you motek :)