The expression of my love to my Father in heaven
I love you Father,
I know You hear.

I was lost without love,
You picked me up and sat upon the rock.

You are my love,
You are my life,
You are the reason that I was born.

To know Your love,
Your Father loving heart.

You are my thoughts all day long.
You are with me when I'm alone.

You are my hope...my God my Rock.
I'll wait on You.....this what i will do !!!!

i think my beloved forgot me....??....???....?????

ONE THING I BELIEVE
I see every where that God's fire is increasing and burns unholy things. And most of it is the issues of the heart and God's ways. One thing I believe that His standard is higher now than ever before. And I don't know if it is only me,but I am going through a strong burning fire. But I still didn't get to the point where I love the fire. But one thing I believe that we are generation that God will intrust to us more than ever before. Are we ready not to take the glory to our selfs ? Are we ready to deny our flash and take our cross ? Are we ready not to seek praises from people ? Are you ready to go against spirit of religion and deception ? Are you ready for persecution that will help you to be righteous and gain treasure in heaven ?
ARE YOU READY TO RING WITH KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS ???

show me your face my sister my bride.....my heart is longing for you....i am a love sick

Unreachable love
That's hard...but nobody said that love it easy.My heart is longing to see my beloved...but i can't....my thoughts are not giving me rest.....my heart beats are 200/60...i want to talk to somebody,but nobody will understand me except my Father God.Because He knows what love is....He is love.
O,Lord God please give me super grace now....

The realization of GOD's love
you know i am amazed by her love....it is so pure and holy.she is so far away,but she is also so near me,like she is standing in front of me and looking at me with her beautiful eyes,eyes of the angel. love is not a easy thing...but without love we are just dead people.without love we are not living,but just existing.and the love is coming from God through our relationship with our Father,Daddy that in heaven. and i know one thing....she has this love and relationship with our Father....and this is the place where it is coming from.

Hey....!!!! God can speak through any one :)

Well here i am again.....God is good and always will be!...!...!
i am praying now what to do next in my life by the end of my Studies,it will be in June i believe.
and i have a few things in my heart to do:
*to visit Germany,Austria,my beloved,family.
*to go Thailand to study video ,at the Thailand's television,for three months.

well...for now it is only a prayers,but who knows maybe.....
i love you all,who is praying for me.....and you baby dove

Yes...the new year 2006.....that going to be very interesting year.
i know there will be good and not that good things. there will be a fun and not that fun things,tears and smiles,up and down........but it will be one way and only way....the way of holiness,purity and obedience unto the Lord.
oooohhhh yeaaaaa........about last year.....yes i had a very sweet moment last year.
i mate her....wow....she is like a flower in the dessert.....like a river in the dry land....the holiness of God and His glory flowing through her.i never mate somebody like her that hear God so good.
and i know one thing that i will not be her first love....Yeshua will be....this is amazing!!!

Lord god i asking you increas the anointing over her,reavil to her the depth of your love and compasion,let your kingdom come through her and let your will be done in her life.
Your thougths for her are peace and not evil.
Lord god i ask give her a clear vision for Israel and the people of Zion.
Be your name lifted up in the life of Motek.
in Yeshua's Hole name.....name above all names,amen